Spicy Unedited Excerpt from:
Copyright © Sarah McCarty 2009
All rights reserved Harlequin SPICE.
It was the first time a woman had ever made him weak in the knees. Not to mention weak in the head. Threading his fingers through Sally’s hair, Tucker struggled for control as her mouth worked his cock. Tonight was his one chance to know the splendor of Sally and he’d already wasted enough time being a selfish bastard. A simple flex of his muscles brought her up over his chest. Her face turned into his shoulder. He felt the graze of her teeth through his shirt. Lust went through him like a bolt of lightning, searing the ragged edges of his control. “I guarantee you, if you bite you’ll end up right back where you were.”
She looked up at him, her eyes liquid pools of silver in the moonlight. “And thee don’t want that?”
He pressed his lips against her forehead, as he fought to hold on to control. “Moonbeam, I’ll take you any way I can get you, but I want tonight.”
“If that makes me happy, what’s wrong with that?”
“It doesn’t make me happy.”
He felt a smile push against his chest. “Thee realize, of course, that I’m going to disagree.”
He stood, taking her with him. Her little gasp as he lifted her left him feeling more manly than he had a right to. After all, he’d just come on her breasts and not given her any pleasure at all. He’d earned a whipping, not bragging rights. Her breasts…
A glance down showed them to be small and white, pert and gleaming with his seed. He couldn’t resist. He cupped her right breast in his hand, the hard nipple prodding the callus on his thumb as he slicked his seed across the tip, branding her as his. Her forehead grazed his cheek as she watched.
He let his thumb linger. She moaned. A fresh flood of desire whipped through him. “That’s a pretty sight, isn’t it?”
She looked up, her eyes soft and luminous. “Yes.”
He couldn’t help himself. He needed another kiss. Her lips parted expectantly. Damn, she was one sexy woman. He breathed into her mouth, “I think we should do it again.”
“But this time you come for me.”
Her eyes darkened, and a shiver took her from head to toe.
“I see you like that idea.”
“Did thee think I wouldn’t?”
He laughed, tucked his cock into his pants and fastened the top button, keeping his mouth glued to hers, letting the uniqueness of the passion carry him through the mundane. When her knees sagged, he slipped his arm behind them and scooped her up. Her hands came around his neck and she shivered, making him glad for the years of hard labor that had built the muscles in his body.
“I like this, too,” she whispered.
“Good. Give me five minutes and I’ll give you something more to like.”
“Thee have it, but no more.”
The subtle attempt at taking control made him smile as he wove between the trees. He wondered what kind of man her husband had been. Not the doctor, who’d treated all with the same level of competence, but the man who’d lain beside her at night. From the way her fingers were working on the buttons of his shirt, he clearly hadn’t left her with a distaste for relations. The tiny brushes of her nails as she undid the first few buttons before slipping her hands beneath burned like hot sparks.
They broke into a small clearing twenty feet from the pond. The bed of quilts tucked into the middle of the area caught the pale gleam of the moonlight. Sally turned her head as they stopped. He felt her gasp in the expansion of her ribs against his chest.
“When did thee find time to do this?”
He released her legs slowly, savoring the feel of her thighs sliding down the outside of his, imagining the same sweet glide without material between them. He stopped the descent when her pussy aligned precisely with his still-hard cock. “Give a man the right incentive, and he can do anything.”
Her hands pressed against his chest as he lowered her to her feet. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
He caught them in his, bringing them up to his mouth, centering a kiss first in her right palm and then the left. “I was serious about this being your turn.”
“And this means I can’t unbutton thy shirt?”
“I’d much rather see you naked.”
She tugged to free her hands. “I’m nowhere near as interesting as thee.”
“I’m not wanting to argue on our first night together but…”
Her head tilted to the side. “But thee will if I force thee?”
“Then I will be quiet.”
Her eyes said she intended to be anything but quiet. He smiled. The woman had a fair amount of sass in her. He liked that. Reaching for the pins in her hair, he said, “Not entirely, I hope. There are some things I’d be interested in hearing.”
The first pin fell to the ground. “I’d be open to hear words like ‘harder,’” he found the next hairpin holding the end of her coronet in place and pulled it free. “Softer.” Five more pins were removed in rapid succession. “Deeper.” The braids unrolled, extending past her rear. She cuddled into his chest.
“How about ‘faster’?”
He shook his head as he untied the end of the braid. “I intend to enjoy every moment of tonight.”
He fluffed her hair out, holding a long, silken strand to the side so that it caught the moonlight. “You have beautiful hair.”
She looked at him from beneath her lashes. “If thee let me finish taking off thy shirt, I’ll let thee feel it against thy chest.” Her nail wiggled between the buttons over his stomach. “And maybe lower too.”
As he turned her, he said, “You’re a bold little thing.”
“Is that an objection?” she asked over her shoulder.
He went to work on the rest of the buttons on her dress. The buttons were tiny and hard to manage. The frustration just put a finer edge on his hunger.
“Not a bit.”
He got six more free, exposing the hollow of her spine. He paused, taking in the view from the delicate point between her shoulder blades to the sultry hollow just above the fine turn of her ass. She was a very finely built woman. Too fine for him, but he’d survived his whole life stealing bits of other people’s lives, pretending they were his. It wouldn’t hurt to do it one more time. Trailing his finger down the slight bumps of Sally’s spine, he enjoyed the smoothness of her skin a minute before he tested that fine-grained perfection with his lips. As she did every time he tried something new, she shivered, paused, and then relaxed into his lead.
“I like you just the way you are.”
In truth, Sally Mae knew she wasn’t giving him much to object to. She was being a different woman for him, letting out the wildness he
called forward because, with him, there was no right and wrong. It was simply right that his arms came around her waist. Right that she take his kiss against the side of her neck, right that she feel engulfed, treasured, protected. Right that he hold her. Something that had never felt right before, with any other man.
“Thee are a very dangerous man, Tucker McCade.”
The touch of his tongue made her jump, right along with the lightning that ripped along her nerves.
“And you’re a very tempting woman.”
“I think…only for thee.”
“Are you going to tell me your husband didn’t appreciate you?”
No, she wasn’t going to tell him that, because it wouldn’t be true. Jonah had been an attentive husband. He’d done his duty by her. But it had been a duty, in some respects. There had been warmth. There had been commitment. There had been a deepening of respect for each other, but there’d never been this primitive lust that burned from the inside out, this primal desire to belong only to him. Mostly, there hadn’t been the…potential that existed with Tucker. “He was a good husband.”
“Well then, I’ll try to be as good a lover as he was.”
He pressed another kiss just above the curve of her shoulder, bringing the nerve endings to life, raising a string of goose bumps before nestling his wonderful mouth fully into the curve. She tilted her head, granting him access. His big palm opened over her stomach, his fingers spreading wide, his thumb touching hers.
She turned in his arms, slipping her hands around his sturdy back, pressing her fingers against the hard muscles. He was so warm. His tongue stroked her lips, which tingled and swelled to the touch. Her breasts quickly followed suit. What was it about this man that was like a match to tinder to her senses?
“Now I have a question of my own.”
“I can’t help but wonder what brought you to my way of thinking.”
And he wanted an answer.
“There’s something between us, Tucker, and it occurred to me tonight that I don’t want to die without knowing what it is.”
He tipped her face up. “I’m not going anywhere.”
But he would…someday. Either by God’s hand or by the violence that he courted with the challenge he offered in the way he carried himself. He would leave. And she would have to accept it. But not tonight. “Good.”
His beautiful eyes crinkled at the corners. “Come here.”
She went eagerly, expecting a flood of passion. What she got was something else entirely. Something unexpected. Something that melted her from the inside out and broke loose parts of her that she’d never known existed. Parts that rose to the answer to her question. Tucker didn’t take a woman, he savored her. One taste at a time. One tempting sip followed by another. Tiny sips that led a woman past her inhibitions to the total appreciation that lay beyond.
It was completely sexy, completely consuming to be wanted so much. She shivered as Tucker’s big hand slid down her back, the tips of his fingers riding her spine until they reached the hollow. Pressure urged her between his spread thighs. She shuffled forward on her knees, unmindful of the hardness of the ground, resenting the impediment of her skirt when it drew her up short.
“Blast!” She caught herself on Tucker’s broad shoulders. His chuckle followed her curse.
“You’re still overdressed.”
His fingers were entirely too deft on the waistband of her skirt, unfastening the buttons with speed.
“I’m not that overdressed.”
The waistband gave way and his fingers met the cotton of her pantaloons. “That would be a matter of opinion.”
His mouth crooked in that small smile that always sent her heart to pitter-pattering. Tonight was no different. Lit by the moon, hidden by shadow, his expression was visible only in bits and pieces, but what she saw sent shivers down her spine. The white flash of his smile, the shine of his eyes.
Oh, I could love him.
The thought had just popped into her mind. Forbidden. Scary. Intriguing.
“Tucker…” Her whisper, full of longing, filled the space between them.
“Right here, Sally Mae.”
Another shiver snaked down her spine. He never called her by her name. That he did so now made it just that more intimate. Wrapping her arms around his neck she let him draw her against the hard muscles of his big body. Her skirt rustled as it slid down her thighs. She didn’t care. She’d waited her whole life for this moment, this man, to take her in his arms. She could feel the Smoke waiting just beyond the next second. It was a sin, but it couldn’t be wrong. Nothing between them could be wrong. The knowledge slid into her soul in a swell of enlightenment. Her confidence grew right alongside. Whatever this was, it was meant to be. And it was right. She lifted her mouth, stealing Tucker’s smile for herself.
His satisfaction rumbled in his chest.
The gruff question set her to shivering again.
Another of those sexy growls before Tucker slanted his mouth over hers. The passion in the move rippled across her desire, sparking it higher.
She wasn’t aware that she’d even spoken the word aloud until he reflected it back in his deep baritone.
Yes, this was what she’d needed. The thrust of his tongue, the power of his embrace, the shudder of his big body against hers as she straddled his thighs and settled gently over his groin.
“Goddamn it, Sally.”
She shook her head as anticipation blended with pleasure.
She fitted her groin to his, rocking on the hard ridge of his cock, breathing deeply of the humid night air. She spread her fingers across his magnificent chest, touching the tips of her pinkies to the tips of his flat nipples.
Never would she delude herself that this between them wasn’t Smoke.
His hands slid under her thighs, the backs brushing her pussy and he went to work on the buttons of his pants. “Lift up.”
Lifting up was the best thing she ever did. Lifting up allowed Tucker the opportunity to free his penis. Lifting up allowed the slick slide of her pussy over his thick cock. His very thick cock.
Instinct had her pulling back from the potent threat. “Oh my.”
His big hands settled on her hips, guiding her back into the motion. His cock pressed eagerly. Her breath caught in her lungs. Tension coiled in her stomach, spreading outward. There was the slightest shift in his grip, and then he pressed up. Delicious shivers radiated up from her pussy in hot pulses. Her fingers curled. Something like a growl rumbled in his chest. Her body, still primed from their previous encounter, ignited in a storm of passion.
He lifted her, but this time when she came back down, he was waiting for her. His cock wedged into the well of her pussy and her breath exploded from her in a gasp.
Yes, she needed to relax, otherwise she’d never be able to take him. Biting her lip, she tried again.
“Shh, baby.” His hand touched her cheek. “I know it’s been a while. We’ll take it slow and easy.”
It had been more than a while. Jonah had never been this big, stretched her to this point, challenged her so.
“Tucker,” she whispered as she took that first little bit.
“Damn, I knew you’d feel like this.”
His eyes narrowed. “Like a fist coated in liquid fire.”
She blinked and bit her lips. He wasn’t the only one who was burning.
“Perfect,” he agreed, thrusting up in tiny pulses, testing, stretching until her tight pussy spread over the head of his cock. Only one pulse of his hips kept her from the shining knowledge of what it would be like to be his. “It’s perfect.”
He was perfect and she needed him to… “Hurry.”
“Some things aren’t meant to be hurried, moonbeam, and this is one.”
This was the continuation of the tiny pulses of his hips that teased and retreated, promised and denied. She dug her nails into his chest. “Tucker!”
Another not-quite-there nudge. His thumb swept down, slipped between the wet folds of her pussy and found the hard nub of her clitoris. She almost jumped out of her skin. Fire whipped through her womb, spread outward in a sweep of bliss. His cock slid easier, the erotic burn increased. She wanted more. Needed more.
His gaze held hers. The silver was darkened by the same desire that was coursing through her. She tangled her fingers in his hair, holding on. “Thinking you can give orders now that you’re on top?”
Was she? The answer came to her as he gave her that ghost of possession. “Yes.”
He laughed, a deep rumbling sound that was a velvet caress down her spine. Oh, how she loved to hear him laugh. In one smooth move, he rolled them over, his big hands cushioning her from the ground while his hair fell about her face, shielding them in an intimate cocoon. His cock settled between her thighs with the same easy glide that his smile settled across his lips.
With his broad shoulders filling her vision and his big body dominating hers? She took a deep breath, shivering as the bullet he wore around his neck settled between her breasts. It was warm from his skin.
Not for the first time she wondered where he’d gotten it, how it’d come to have so much importance to him.
Propping himself on his elbows, he kissed her hard, hot and…sweet? Oh heavens, so sweet. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. The heat from his skin sank into hers, sealing them together. His fingers trailed up her side then along the length of her arm until he’d captured her wrist. She was still shivering when he repeated the procedure on the other side. His eyes crinkled at the corners as he brought both her hands up beside her head, effectively pinning her. A shiver took her from head to toe.
Everything within her melted, but she held on to her fight. The hot cry of pleasure broke past her control.
His lips brushed her cheek, her jaw. “Ah, moonbeam, that was a very sweet sound.”
Not nearly as sweet as the buss of his lips against hers. There was so much emotion contained there. So much held back, so much she wanted to unleash. She forced her eyes open. His face was so close she could make out the fine scar on his upper lip, the tightness of his jaw, the need in his eyes. Another shudder shook her. She was going to fulfill that need tonight.
“Love me, Tucker.”
Had she really said that aloud?
“I will, Sally Mae. Better than you’ve ever been loved.”
He was talking physical love. She didn’t care. She lifted her hips up, begging.
Again that burst of laughter followed by the hot press of his body into hers. His lips nuzzled hers, parted hers, took possession of hers. And this time his cock didn’t stop, just kept forging into her body with relentless pressure that grew right along with the burn of desire.
The thought whispered into her mind, her soul. Oh God, this was so much more than physical. Pressing her hands against his chest she opened her mouth, straining for the words that would put an end to temptation. They wouldn’t come, stolen by the thrust of his tongue, his cock. A silent scream of bliss tore through her as he slid deep.
Her “Tucker” blended with his “Damn, Sally.”
Above her his dark face was tight with passion and a battle for control. The night was hot, but he was hotter, all dark muscle and exciting promise. Experimentally, she flexed her inner muscles around the thick intrusion of his cock. Splinters of delight rippled through her pussy, wending their way to her womb. Above her, he jerked and moaned.
His lips met hers in a biting caress. “Keep that up and we’ll be done before we start.”
“Mmm…” She did it again, holding his gaze, absorbing the passion that was hers, just for the asking. A miracle…
“I dare thee to resist,” she whispered as his lips skimmed across her cheek.
His chuckle vibrated against her ear. Within her, his cock flexed, stretching her a delicious bit. Her body quivered. Her muscles contracted.
He whispered back in a low rumble taking her earlobe between his teeth and biting gently. “Maybe I should just bring you up to my level.”
She suspected she was already there.
“Thee could try.”
“Pushing me, moonbeam?”
Was she? The next bite to her ear was a little harder, adding an erotic sting to the hot pleasure whipping through her.
Humid air seeped between them as he levered himself up onto his elbows. She resented its touch, her senses wanting only the feel of his skin on hers.
Strands of his hair tickled her breasts. A silken contrast to the hardness that was the man she’d chosen. “Because this is an opening and should not be missed.”
“Can’t say that I’ve ever heard it labeled that way.” His cock caught intimately as he withdrew. She gasped. He paused, holding the tension until it stretched so finely between them, itshesomething had to break.
She dug her nails into his shoulders. “Please.” Oh God, he had to take ither. Had to put an end to this fire burning so brightly between them. Had to take them to the fiery satisfaction that she could sense waited just beyond her reach. Because if he didn’t, it would be bad. So bad, she’d never stop regretting.
Wrapping her legs around his hips, she pulled herself further onto his cock, moaning as he stretched her deliciously tight, moaning again as desire whispered a welcoming yes. She groaned with Tucker as that last inch slid home.
He leaned down, sealing them together knee to chest, so tightly that she could feel the echo of his heartbeat against her own. The trail of kisses he sprinkled down her neck fell like sparks across her skin, igniting a burning yearning for
“Yes.” She needed more.
The tension in Tucker’s arms vibrated down her side as he nipped at her neck. The quilt bunched beneath her hips as she twisted closer. She didn’t care. All she cared about was the slow, tantalizing brush of his mouth over the slope of her breast, the moist touch of his tongue as he cradled her nipple on the rough surface. The gentle pressure as he caught it between his teeth. The searing pleasure as he bit down.
The claim vibrated against the hard nub, whipping the nerve endings into writhing need.
She made a last grasp at sanity as his cock slid along the ultrasensitive lining of her pussy, tempting the wildness inside her to come forward.
“For tonight,” she gasped.
His response was to thrust deep, stealing her breath, repeating the gesture over and over as he took possession of her senses, her will, with every push of his body into hers, and when his hand slipped between them and found the swollen nub of her clitoris, he took possession of her soul. She shattered, falling into the explosion, embracing the joy, embracing him as he stiffened and swore. His cock flooded her pussy with the warmth of his seed.
She kissed his chest, tasting the salt of his sweat, the depth of his satisfaction. His arms came around her. One hand cupped her head as he rolled them over until she lay on top of him. He brought her mouth down to his, running his tongue along her lips until she parted them for him. His dark eyes caught the moonlight, shining up at her with an almost other-worldly beauty. The shadows weren’t so kind to his face, casting a feral wildness to the harsh planes. Beautiful. Wild. That was her Tucker.
She kissed his lips, squeezing her pussy around his cock as aftershocks rippled through her. His response was immediate and absolute.
“This,” he replied, “is as for as long as we want.”